Why I’ve been quiet recently

I have not posted recently as I have been going through the hardest battle I have ever been through in my life. I am trying to keep myself stable but I feel like I am falling apart.

My nan passed away peacefully in her sleep in hospital. She was not in pain and had all of her family around her in her last moments. She had a few last words but one of which was ‘I have the most amazing family’. Truth is, I had the most amazing nan. She was like a second mum to me and helped raise me.

I wrote her a little poem this morning that I am going to read out at her funeral.

I want to tell you that I miss you

But I’d need to tell you so much more

I love you every single day of my life

And now my heart is broken and sore

I want to write about our ups and downs

And how much you always cared

I feel you all around me now

I’m flooded with the memories we shared

I don’t know if there is an afterlife

So I hope you’re with grandma in peace

I hope and pray that Pepsi is there too

And I’m writing this as a release

I know we didn’t always get on

But that doesn’t take away my love

Each day that passes is like a nightmare

I pray you see our strength from above

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